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RelapseIt’s like counting
Saturn’s rings,
hash marks
along your limbs -
remembering a time
when

‘just one more’

made you feel better.

- & you’re sitting there
wondering why
Draco, stuck in limbo
always looks like he’s

falling.

Battle in my MindEat.
Don't eat.
Take it easy.
Work out until you pass out.
Get help.Tell someone.
Keep it a secret. It's only for you and me.
You're perfect.
You're worthless.
You're beautiful.
You're disgusting.
Why won't you listen?
They don't understand.
Let me help you.
You don't understand.
Show me.
No!
I love you..

In The Daylight

In The Daylight

A false downfall
An unexpected revival

Sunset to moonset
Shining through darkness

Life...redefined
Death...redesigned

In the valley of promises- I will fear no end
On the brink of weakness- I will ascend
-
Roads of the toughest
Paths of the darkest

I conditioned my flawed limits
So fearful memories won't be paralytic

I had to raise my own spirit
Strength and endurance become so vivid

A chance for change / A moment of fate
A time to make peace / A brief feeling of creed
A sealing of my slate / A silencing of my mistakes
A secret ready to be freed / A chain soon-to-be incomplete

Pain and peace are infinite
Judge the wrat

WorthlessWorthless,
the name that cuts like a knife,
Me,
it's all that you see inside,
My heart,
is breaking with every breath I take
The lies,
the only thing I can't seem to face.

Ode to the boy with diamonds for eyesI think we were a collision course waiting to happen
And when I think back to the day when we first
Stumbled across one another, red sneakers hanging off gutters
Cherry cola voice overs and dilated pupils
We led one another on to believe in the night sky of connect the dot constellations

You wanted to dissect me and peer into the insides of my lungs
Only to find witches breath and dandelions
Slicing iron vowels you locked your hands in mine
And we fell into the static of dreaming disease
The operating table broke away to reveal a sky that never existed
And we couldn't help but laugh at the irony
Because wishing was never an option
The ane

Our MasksThe masks we wear are perfect
Never loose and rarely tight
They keep us safe from others
And keep our demons out of sight

They smile when we are broken
And laugh when we simply must
No blemish or imperfection
A creation that will never rust.

I seldom ever remember
Who I am without my mask
That to peel off that layer
Is such a daunting task

All others carry one as well
Wherever they may go
And no matter what is on their minds
Only the molded mask will show.

The lies they preach in public
Or the scars along their wrists
Are left mute to others knowledge
Ignorance is such a splendid gift

My mask is oh so perfect
Not a crack will show
Alway

wallflower clippingsthere's scar tissue in her throat,
swollen around the words she never said;
dark rings around her eyes
like planets unremembered, and
a staleness to her touch,
the crystalline Dead Sea.

she's living like a story
that's already been told
"if no one loved you
would you mean anything at all?"

in that moment,
we forget to exist.

We are the King and Queen of Broken DreamsStanding still in a mine field, staring at all we have left.
We were so young, we didn’t stop to think.
Now we’re in a car crash, teetering on the brink.
If you were to leave me now, I don’t know what I’d do.

It was a whirl wind romance,
A light when all was black, a spark of something when all was bleak.
You swept me off my feet and made me feel brand new.
I thought we could live forever and I’m certain you did to.

We built a house without foundations
And now we’re falling down,
Everything’s crumbling around us, time slipping through out fingertips.
People used to walk past us but they were to drunk to see,
That our lives are coming apart around us, there is no light as far as we can see.

There was no fire to start with,
Just two broken things, the world had left behind.
The casualties of other people’s dreams of power, money and control,
Spat out onto the curb to rot away and die.
We never stood a chance or so

LonelyLonely.
Unnoticed.
People don't even look
when they walk by.
Always ignored...
Nobody even asks my ideas,
my opinion.
Nobody even knows
who I am.
When people see me,
they either ignore me,
or ask a question:
"Who are you?"
But they don't even bother
to listen to my response:
"I'm Canada."
Forgotton.
Forgotton by everyone.
Forgotton by my friends, my allies.
Maybe one day
Someone will remember my name.
Canada.

Her SideTomorrow she'll be gone,
but what can you say?
Nothing can help her.
The pain won't go away.

But she would've stopped,
you could've said no.
That's what she wanted,
someone to say don't go.

That someone wanted her,
or at least would try.
That someone would grieve
if she were to die.

But you just stared,
nodding your head,
and she realized the truth
with a feeling of dread.

No one wanted her.
No one cared.
Not even you,
with the the love you shared.

So she said good-bye,
and you watched her leave.
She may have had the rope,
but now you can't breathe.

Falling off the EdgeDo you know what it feels like?
To nearly fall off the edge,
but not quite...
just so that you're dangling;
clinging for your worthless life
lest it fall into the sea of loneliness.
Your callused, pink fingers turning
to a shade of purplish-red of pain
as it does it best to hold on.

Splash.

In the sea of loneliness,
everything is crisp, translucent.
There is nothing around you,
you are alone...
unlike other people,
you have no one
clamouring to save you;
you have no one
diving in to get you out.

There is no point
screaming for help,
you will only waste
the little time and air you have left.
You only have the darkness
of the sea envelop

Lost In ConfusionLost In Confusion

My mind is spinning without a rest
Emotions whirl and twirl around
A merry-go-round gaining speed
Until the world blurrs before my eyes
What's happening? What's going on?

The simplest thought slips away
Right from my mind, fading so fast
Trying to focus, I stare and stare
Until my eyes are heavy and unclear.
I don't understand, what is going on..

Emotions rise and fall again
Within the blink of an eye
I'm crying, laughing, and depressed
A roller-coaster ride that never ends
Am I losing my mind in this?

I try to close my eyes and rest
But the world spins me around
I feel like I am failing this test
Voices and noises echo

Deactivatedthere are voids and black holes
and wounds,
papercuts sinking deep into
finger fissures
only to meet the unmarred love
of bones, strong and
bare and pure.

dark oceans are bleached
into tears that leave nothing
but sea salt in my lips

and my words are injustice
to the death of
your poetry.

this is me
drowning,
trying to be
you

trying to preserve the ardor
of your words
and the honey sweet taste
of your passion

it's also
how my lungs work
(when I don't read something from you
I die more than a little on the inside).

You Are BlindYou see a picture.
A girl with a smile on her face.

She looks beautiful.
She wasn't going anyway fancy.
But she wore her black make up.
And her brand new top.

But that isn't what I see...

Look a little closer...
Can't you see the tears that have just been wiped away?

Look a little closer...
Can't you see her right fist clenched,
Fumbling for her over strap bag?

Look a little closer...
Can't you see the left hand grip her long sleeve for dear life?

Look a little closer...
Can't you see her mind is running with thoughts tonight?

Look a little closer...
And maybe you'd have seen the warning signs....

With This RingWith this ring,

I swear to keep myself pure.

To not give myself away until the night of my marriage,

To the one whom God has chosen for me.

With this ring,

I swear to avoid the temptations

That may lead me astray

And defile me.

With this ring

I swear to not only keep my body pure,

But to keep pure my mind.

To not think perverted thoughts,

To not corrupt myself from within.

With this ring,

I swear that all of what I am will be pure

For he who is to be my husband.

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God has so much love
that's passed down from the heaven above
passed down form God's hands
death converts our bodies to sand
in death we are in the mist of life
God will stop all this strife
eternity is at our door
when we can't take it no more
when you feel like your falling apart
he will be there to mend your heart
when the road is to narrow and long
he will help you to stay strong
fall no more he will help you withstand
he will lead you to the promise land
when you face your demon he will defend
he will be there in the end

When I can't hold on

all I ask is to have a new start
all my life I've been torn apart
you say it's easy to stay strong
but all I feel is I'm doing it wrong
I fall when I can't stand tall
each time I try I hit a brick wall
I wonder what's wrong with me
when my heart and soul cannot see
how to fight when I can't hold on
all I want is to be alive for a new dawn
I need a reason to hang on strong
I need you there when I can't hold on
this feeling inside me says I'm not free
I cry at night when my dreams scare me
I want to be myself in a world that won't change
they talk about me saying I'm odd and strange
I fight for what's right even when I'm stand

A fresh new start

I gave you my heart
because you gave me a new start
before you I have reason for life
with so much pain so much strife
I had cried so many tears
I had those many fears
you helped me to see what was in front of me
you gave me the reasons to concur this pain
before you came I felt I was going insane
I drew pictures of a family on my wall
something I never have but wanted it all
you helped me close when I was in pain you faced the darkest side of me
you knew what I couldn't see
the pain the sorrow that I locked away
when I'm with you, you welcome a new day
you were there when I broke free
you were right in front of me
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One drop of blood

by =Satakuray, Oct 19, 2012, 2:18:11 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

He thought it would go away
all his pain he couldn't say
how it made him feel dead
how it stole his happiness and fled
everything he felt the need to say
was washed away with his blood that day
he took his life and threw it away
while others begged him to stay
though they didn't know
what he didn't show
all the bruises all the scars
his sorrow were the bars
that locked him inside
till that day when he died
he cried though only he knew
the pain that he had to go through
each day it was the same things
though now he has his wings
no more sorrow no more pain
no more pain to entertain
he asks if you knew why
you sit there and cry
life was not appealing to him
when it was filled with pain to the brim
he is now free from bleeding
he asks if this poem is impeding
take your stand
lend a hand
save a life
stop the strife
stop bullying

One drop of bloodby =Satakuray

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

this is for Spirit Day....^^

~loveandlife22 Oct 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

that is beautiful!!!!!

=Satakuray Oct 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

AND SAD AT THE SAME TIME!!!!

~loveandlife22 Oct 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

i know!

=Satakuray Oct 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

thank you^^

~loveandlife22 Oct 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

no prob

*Amaterasu-Hanako Oct 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Wow, this is great!

=Satakuray Oct 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

yah think so I thought I rushed------->(did it in ten minutes)

*Amaterasu-Hanako Oct 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I like it

=Satakuray Oct 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

....................Thanks

*Amaterasu-Hanako Oct 19, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

no prob

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